Death And Springtime
Putting Mingo to sleep when he got sick was not a hard choice to make. It is hard living with that choice. I loved him very much and I will always miss him, as I miss all my loved ones.
It is lovely outside, I am facing Little Bay as I write, and it is all over sailboats and watercraft.
The seasons used to last forever. All possibilities were endless. The day would last, well, all day. But I was never happy. I take refuge in my drawings of talking animals, and even I realize that I am not up to the mark.
I read a lot but nothing like I used to. Adventure is no fun if you are aware that you could never join in on it. Without dreams life is dull and arid.
Yet I walk outside and it is so nice to have such weather.
I think often of the koan of the man hanging from a cliff with a tiger on the ground above him. He is beginning to fall when he sees a strawberry in front of him. He eats it.
Tiger.
Cliff.
Strawberry.
Life is to be enjoyed.
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